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been hearing that most people do not like the eclipse dA as its a bit complex to use and other reasons. I also had issues with it but after exploring a bit i gotten use to it and actually like it! sure its a bit tricky to use and the older version was way more easier and more nostalgic but overall its ok and sort of fun~ this is my own personal opinion and my own experience. If one doesn't like it due to complications then i understand, its not an easy transmission, and it has its problem. also on another note my anxiety towards dA has lessen and sometimes don't feel as anxious when coming here~ my guess is the last journal i wrote follow my friends who supported me and stood by me. I thank you ^^ as for art I am slowing getting back to it ^^; school has been keeping me busy that i feel like I am a bit rusty when it comes to art. hopefully i get back into it ^^

ever since almost a year that i had a fallout of a friend of 8 yrs i been doing ok so far. Classes still tough but I'm getting close to my goal, heck if i do well ill graduate next year! But because of ties to that person and DA are so close i always feel like I will have a panic attack every time I come here. The website now brings me nothing but dread and anxiousness every time I log in to look at artist i still follow. I hate bringing up old problems that happen almost a year now but this anxiety wont go away. I wont mention who this person was as its irrelevant now and well not gonna waste time and energy. i made mistakes and i lived up

So I have been cleaning up my DA profile from some things that trigger me or are too cringing. Also removing things that I had from ex friends who we no longer are acquaintances due to circumstances, But besides all that school been going great and life hasn’t been more better~ anxiety levels are down (I still have some but mostly because of school) and been enjoying stuff I like! Things were a bit downhill because of ex friends but I still have others that been supporting me and making me feel better~ As for art I do plan to redo all my dog ocs and some humans ones I got ( the old dog oc designs make me cringe they really need an upda